Eventful Monday

Well, this weekend was intirely amusing. Went to Tisha's house on friday. Slept over there. Saturday morning I woke up and was sick so I went home. Saturday I sat around playing guitar hero 3 all day. Sunday (yesterday) I went to sunday school and then came home, helped mom with house work, went to deliver girl scout cookies, and then we went to Wal-Mart and I got the Ashley Tisdale CD. I got it with my own money too!

Tomorrow I am hopefully going back to my regular school. Should be enjoyable. Hopefully people don't hate that I'm back, and hopefully not so many people talk to me. I hate it when that happens. You're gone somewhere and then you come back like, a month later and they invade on your personal business and crap and the people that THINK they're your friends literally jump on you and give you a huge hug. I mean, not that I'm telling them to leave, but I hate it when they do that. It's so weird. They're nice people and such, but I don't like hanging around them. They act all weird when you're in public or in school.

My mom told me a huge surprise. When I turn 16, I am auditioning for "American Idol"! I am so excited. I love to sing and its half my life. I go to this program where my nickname is Lyrics because I write so many poems and I sing a lot. So I love that nickname. Hopefully I can tell people that when I go back to school.

Well bye for now!

PEACE-OUT!!!
Rachelle

Well, This Week Was...

I don't knowhow to describe this week really. Monday was heart breaking. Problems with just a few people. Tuesday was back to school! Oh joy (sarcasm). Also on Tuesday I found out that someone likes me and I don't like him in the same way. I like him more of like a brother kind of way. Wednesday was kind of boring. Nothing really happened. Thursday (yesterday) was fun. I went to school, came home, and went to Amanda's. It's always fun at her house. We go onto the trampoline and act like total jerks. Lol.

My other best friend, Sammy (Candy is her nickname) just found out another nickname for me. It was Flinch because I flinch a lot, but we all (her friends and a few of mine) agree that we don't like it. So now it's Lyrics. She said it should be that because I'm constantly writing songs and poems. Poems I usually turn into songs anyways later in life.

Umm, hmm. What else can I say about this weekend? Oh yeah. I'm going to Amanda's today after school. We're going to their cousin's party. That should be fun. Then we're comming home and watching wrestling and stuff. Then tomorrow I don't know what we're doing. We'll probably jump on the trampoline all day, maybe watch a movie or two. Yeah. Then Sunday, we're going to church and then to Sunday school afterwards. Then after that night, there's this Ice Skating thing that her little brother Josh won from a fundraiser. But the only problem is that Doreen didn't get the tickets in the mail yet! She was supposed to two weeks ago! So we might not be going to that.


I HAVE A GENERAL ANNOUNCEMENT!!! I'd like to tell everyone that....... I have no more depression or suicidal thoughts!!!!!!!!! It was honestly kind of stupid of me to think about killing myself and to think that I'm worthless, because really, I'm not! That's what every one has been telling me and now I finally realize it. But the only bad thing I realize about myself is that sometimes when I say something in a bad situation, it kind of leads to more troubles. That's one of the things I need to stop. Long story. Rather not talk about now. I have to leave soon. I'll post it later or something. If not later, I'll post on either Monday or Tuesday.


PEACE-OUT!!!!
Rachelle

I wrote a poem

A very good one in fact! Tell me if you like it. Here it is:

The light in her eyes
mean nothing in her heart.
Some people think she’s beautiful
others just dread her.
Sometimes she keeps her heart wide open,
and other times she keeps it sealed shut.
She keeps herself strong;
words make a challenge to her life.
Sometimes she sees the doubts,
and others she sees the happiness.
She looks beyond her dreams
and other times the past of what she did wrong
she cries tears of death
but somehow she keeps her heart strong.
She expresses herself with smiles and love;
and other times she hides
but no matter what she thinks of,
he’s always on her mind.
She wishes for world peace.
But now she wishes for something else.
That someday she will find the one
who will make her happy,
and not treat her like crap.
She hopes she’ll find the guy soon
So he’ll be off her mind.
Cause he’s making her feel,
that if she won’t find him,
it will be too late.


I love it. My best guy friend said it sounded "hardcore". I don't know if it does or not. It just came to me last night at about 9:13. I wrote it and saved it then. And now it's about 3:18. Haha. I can't wait until the summer. Amanda (my best friend) and I might be going down/over to LA for the summer. Maybe we'll do some star seeing. Haha. Well, I hope everyone had a great spring vacation.


PEACE-OUT!!!!
Rachelle

Later On Easter Day/Night

Hey. Just got back from my aunt and uncle's house. We had a yummy dinner. Ham, potatoes, corn, and carrots. It was delicious. I'm going to try and upload some of the pictures from today hopefully in the next day or so. Well, I hope everyone had a good and safe Easter!


PEACE OUT!!!
Rachelle

HAPPY EASTER!

Long Weekend

Wow. Easter is tomorrow already. I got a purple and white dress from H&M and I got silver ballet flats at Wal-Mart. My other friend Rachel and I have a name for that store. WALLY-WORLD! Because you can practically live there!


Fun week with Amanda. Hurt my wrist. =[ Well I'm tired. I'll post more tomorrow.


PEACE OUT!!!
Rachelle

Busy Day

Just woke up at about 11:48-ish. An hour since then. Cleaned my room to find my canoeing stuff. Canoeing starts up April 13. YAY! Can't wait until then. The board meeting said that they might drain the Esopus Creek a little bit to check out the dam because it's supposed to break and they don't know when. I little nervous there. The dam is right by the beach, and that's where we practice. And a little bit past the dam on the bottom is where we practice too, so all of us on the canoeing team are a little nervous. The water flows OVER the dam so that's why they need to drain it. It's scarey. But they're doing that in the summer. That's why the beach isn't going to be open.

I'm a little upset today. I can't go to Amanda's until about 4:00-ish, and they might be going to the mall without me because 4 is so late. But that's okay...I think. I don't know. I am mad tired and it's only 12:55 in the afternoon.

Tutor is supposed to come today. I don't like her that much. She adds too much pressure. If you don't answer right away, she'll get mad at you and say "you know this come on." And its frustrating. I tell her to give me more time to answer and she gives me like...a millisecond.

Amanda and I have big dreams now. We think that one day we'll meet Dylan and Cole Sprouse and that Amanda will go out with Dylan, and I will go out with Cole. It's a HUGE dream I know. Well, who knows how the day is going to go, but I'll let you know on Saturday. Going over to Amanda's and sleeping over 2 nights.

PEACE!
Rachelle

I'm going to post at least 3 times a day

I found out I'm posting at least 3 times a day which isn't good. I'm happy because I found out I don't have to wait until 11:30 at night to watch Hannah Montana. It's on from 7:00-7:30. And then from Family Guy to The Suite Life continues.

I created a new myspace. It's to help people with depression and such. The URL is:
www.myspace.com/rachelleashlee

MY myspace is
www.myspace.com/therealworldismilesaway I think. If not go under search and type in the email box:
davidlubber123@aim.com Don't ask. He was a past boyfriend that I thought really liked me, but was on a bet to see how long he could go out with me. Yeah. Horrible.

PEACE!
Rachelle

Today was ok.

I slept a while until about 2:00pm. That's the latest I've slept until. Um, today was ok. I had my tutor come today at 3:00. She was here for about an hour and a half. Found out I have to babysit Saturday but I'm going to be at Amanda's. My mom is going to babysit for me. Love you mom! I posted a bulletin on myspace telling people about my blog and stuff that they should go visit it because it tells about my depression and suicidal stuff.

Depression is about a 1 today. Not so much a problem. I got a little upset today because of the babysitting.
Suicidal is a zero today. WOO-HOO.

There's going to be a new episode of Hannah Montana on Friday night at 8:00 and at 11:30 I think. 11:30 one I don't know. Hopefully because I want to see it. I can't see it at 8 because I am watching wrestling. I love wrestling. Its so awesome. Here's our (Amanda and I) plan:

7:30-8:00 Watch Family Guy.
8:00-10:00 Watch wrestling.
10:00 Turn on Disney Channel.
11:00-11:30 The Suite Life of Zack and Cody is on.
11:30-12:00 Hannah Montana is on.
From 12:00 on, don't know if I'll be up any longer. Sometimes we are, sometimes we aren't. Tomorrow I'm going over to Amanda's at about 4:00-ish. We're going to watch the Prince and the Pauper with Dylan and Cole Sprouse. Cole is #2 on my myspace. I absolutely adore him. He's an amazing actor and he's super funny in his videos on youtube. His friend Dillion posts all the videos of him on youtube. Dillion is funny, too. Well, I'm going to go. Good day today good day.


PEACE!
Rachelle

First Blogging

Well, I am starting my blog to show people how my life is. I'm 14 years old and I go to Saugerties High School and its hard. I get bullied a lot and I think that's some of my reasons why my grades are so low.

I'm completely in love with Mitchel Musso. He's an amazing actor/singer/dancer. I love his hair. Goosh his hair. =]

I want to wish his brother Mason a very happy 19th birthday. Mason is in the band Metro Station with Miley Cyrus's brother Trace. I think that band is also amazing.

My best friend is Amanda Bannen. She doesn't have a blog. Maybe I'll try and get her to have a blog. She is in love with Dylan Sprouse (Zack from the Suite Life of Zack and Cody). We went to Albany to meet Mitchel Musso, and it was the best day in my life! It took us about an hour and 10 minutes to get there. We got there at about 9:07 in the morning and he wasn't supposed to come until about 1:00pm. We stood/sat there for about 5 hours. It was 2 days before my birthday and I forgot to tell him it was close to my birthday. And I was thinking if I did, he would have given me a hug. I keep my hopes up!

Well, hopefully some people or Mitchel will read this. LOL.