Long Time No Hear

Haven't wrote in a while. Been very busy with school. So, I got obsessed with photography. Its pretty amazing the way I can take pictures. I've been sick too. Last week I was sick with just a cold but I stayed home because I had a fever and was really tired. This week, I was feeling horrible and my ear was hurting. Went to the doctor yesterday and realized I had an ear infection. I wonder if anyone really reads these. So I'm still with Austin. Harleigh's been with me through everything. Fights with Austin and everything like that. Nikki's been with me, too. Amanda and I are starting to talk again. She's in my gym class. Great. And Taylor and I are talking too. Taylor's another one of those friends that have been with me through everything. She knows about the same amount that Harleigh knows, but a little bit less. I guess life is getting better. Austin and I haven't had a fight in a while, but a few weeks ago we had a fight and broke up for like, a few hours. About a day and a half. But it didn't last too long. I wanted him back, so I fought for him back. He said "If you break up with me, you're not getting me back." And I didn't think he was serious, so I broke up with him. It was kind of a last minute thing. I didn't wanna deal with the heartbreak at the time. He was breaking me apart little by little, but it hurt like hell. I didn't want to go through it anymore. Harleigh was there through it all. I was at her house when it happened too. It was one of those "I'm-not-thinking" moments. I love him. I really do. That's why I'm still with him for a year and a month. I love him. He's amazing. He's all I've ever wanted. Even if he's not everything I wanted in a guy. I know nothings perfect, but he's better than perfect.